THE LAST LOOK AT THE MIRROR.......

I look at the mirror
dazed and unfazed
my eyes speak a million
the marathon that never ends

I see the unnoticed truth
kept under wraps away from the sun.
Failing to acknowledge,
I stare with a sudden jerk

" Its in pieces..." I cry with a shout
the amber behind houls out loud.
putting an end to the fantasy..
putting an end to life!

sleep like a baby

sleep like a baby,
sleep like a baby, the wind will sing you a song
sleep like a baby....the leaves will calm you down
sleep in the silence, the peace that you need
rest in my arms, I will drive you to the moon
our house rests there on the snowey peak...
will drive away the cold,
coz u in my embrace, light the fire of my love
for u to feel warm
the night will guard us,
when we make love.
Our union was destined...
sanctity along
now sleep like a baby...
as u rest in ma arms!

Not for me!

Love is not for me,
going around the same ol' mulberry...
Speaks to millions on the way...
but has not ever woken me again.

Looking thorugh the windows of hope
I saw it rushing like a cold wind blown..
dark leaves and the browns fade away,
resting in peace like they always stay.

He borrowed the joys my heart had stored
leaving behind an empty room..
locked away in the chest of the old house
like a wine that lives alone..

I thought i'd age with you..
made me imagine my hands tremble with yours
am a ripe fruit yet...
forgotten before the prime could begin!

one year!!!

YIIPPPEEEEE!!! MA BLOG HAS COMPLETED AN YEAR NOW....IT WAS FUN WITH YOU SWEETHEART! MY FRIEND!!
LOVE!

"Where the fuck is my punching bag??"

For the first time I'd be using my blog to vent out my anger. "I don't want to live, I am good for nothing, I am just a piece of shit!!!!! " These thoughts cross our minds a lot of times but most of us sail through it because of our strong support system, like friends, peers sometimes surprisingly even parents. Many say its just one of those teenage growing up negative thoughts or some blaah shit like that. Whatever the fucking reason is, I hate it when I feel like giving up. I hate it when i find the entire world against me as if they are conspiring to make my life hell!

And in these times, trust me, boyfriends are the people you should never ask help from. They say they understand, but actually have no clue of what crap you are talking, for that matter even you wouldnt know!! So what do you do? Talk to friends? who are busy with their own confused teenaged lives? or talk to parents who would defintely tell you everything but calm you down!

AAAARRRRGGGGGHHHH!!! I feel like standing on my terrace and shout " FUCK OFFF"!!!!
Guess i should just grab a quick bite of some sinful Chocolate Mousse.............................." Where the fuck is my punching back?"